The journal of Shortie aka Baby Gurl

My Parents

2006-03-19T06:07:29Z

I'm so fucking tired of them and their fucked up things they believe in. My step dad is spanish and he LOVES to bash on white americans and blacks. Seeing as I am half-black this pisses me off so fucking much. He loves to say that ALL black people are trouble makers, rapists and assholes. He says most white americans are hypocritical assholes. But if one person said even one word about spanish or preuvian people, he'd go into a ranting rage. My mom is the same fucking way, excpet she says we never see enough sob stories on white people like we do on blacks or hispanics. I'm so fucking tired of that shit and I'm about to cuss them the fuck out. They expect me to beleive in what they believe and I refuse to! Its people like my mom and dad who are going to keep us from ever acheving world peace. Everyone is ALWAYS WRONG and THEIR ALWAYS RIGHT! You have to perfect with staight A's, you have to basically discrimante blacks and you have to agree with EVERY THING that they say or they don't like you. They've proved that with me and my friends and Ryan. If you don't agree with them and they hate you and if your their kid, disown you. They haven't done that to me because of sick twisted reason, i'm NOT ready to talk about. Well I gotta go. Dad is bitchin'! Sometimes I just wanna punch him sqaure in his ugly fucking face!!!!

TRUE FRIENDS

2005-10-09T02:03:23Z

TRUE friends are so hard to come by these days. But then something terrible has to happen to make you realize that the people that you thought you aren't the people they PRETEND to be. They turn their backs on you when you really need them the most. Someone does something bad to you and then turns around and calls you a bitch and a slut and turns all those people you love against you. My cousin was raped and the people she call friends turned their backs on her coz the guy called her a bitch for doing was right for her and breaking up with him. Being with his was bad for her health, and he NEVER even CARED about her in the first fucking place. All she was to him was fucking toy, and a trophy girlfriend. He only wanted her for certian things, like pleasure and to show up his ex-lover. But she's the bitch right? Tell me Sarah, Anna, Danna, Rider, how would you feel if you were raped and hit for thinking someone was cute. He sat in cars and on the side walk and got turned on by EVERY GIRL that walked by, but he never told Zoe that she was cute or looked good. Then, she'd say an actor was hott and got hit or yelled at. He NEVER loved her. So she did something for herself and broke up with him. What's so wrong with taking care of YOURSELF for ONCE in your life?! Huh, tell me! I'm waiting you fuck selfish, backstabbing assholes. I HOPE YOU ROT IN FUCKING HELL. I HOPE YOU GET RAPED AND ABUSED AND THEN I'LL TURN MY BACKS ON YOU AND SO WILL ZOE AND EVERYONE ELSE WHO CARED ABOUT YOU. I FUCKING HATE YOU GUYS SO MUCH, I WISH YOU'D GET HIT BY A FUCKING BUS! ZOE FIGHTS NOT TO CUT OR HANG HERSELF BECAUSE SHE FEELS SO FUCKING DIRTY AND SCUMMY AND SLUTTY. BUT YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ANY DAMN THING BUT YOURSELVES. *TAKES OUT BAT AND BEATS THE SHIT OUT HER PILLOW* GOD DAMN IT! ZOE CRIED FOR YOU GUYS IF SOMETHING BAD HAPPENED AND SHE WAS RAPED AND ABUSED AND YOU TURN YOUR BACKS ON HER?! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THAT PICTURE?! YOU SAY YOU WANNA CHANGE THE WORLD AND MAKE IT BETTER?! BULL FUCKING SHIT! YOU DON'T TURN YOUR BACKS ON THE ONES WHO CARED ABOUT YOU. I REALLY DO HATE YOU GUYS.

Four Months And Going Strong!

2005-09-29T02:56:07Z

I'm soooo happy! At first I though me and Ryan might be going down the drain. But we've held in there and made it to four months! OMG! I'm soooooooo fucking happy! :Squueals: Hehehe! Ryan gave me a beautiful card and ring. He made me wait the car while he went into the store. He bought me this silver ring with a red heart in the middle and little dimoands beside it! Ryan's the best. I've been so busy with work lately. I work til 5:30 on mondays. 4:30 tuesday to thrus and 5:15 wed to friday! It sucks sometimes. I haven't had anytime to do anything but come home, clean, update my fanfiction for Four Brothers and sleep. Oh and I just found out that one of my "friends"(NOT TIFF OR BETHIE) has been talking shit on me and tryin to make me look like shit. Like I've been treatin' people like shit! All I've gotta say to that "friend" is , fuck you! You don't even really know me! And I don't appreciate the shit your tryin' to start! Maybe your the one, trashin' people. Why the fuck do you gotta be like that? What, b/c you don't like what I said to you one time, LONG ago? I hope you get the fuckin' shit beatin' out of you! You always want everyones attention on you so you do stupid shit and talk shit about people and you blame me or my friends and I don't appreciate that! Keep knockin' on the devils door bitch! Coz some day he's gonna answer! And don't give me any ofthat OLD, got it off a keychain, learned it from my momma bullshit! FUCK OFF! I'MA KNOCK YOU FLAT ON YOUR FUCKIN'ASS IF YOU KEEP GOIN'! AND DON'T SAY I WON'T COZ AT THIS POINT, I WILL! I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR BULLSHIT! SAVE THE DRAMA FOR YOUR MOMMA YOU FUCKIN' FAKE ASS BITCH(THANX LEIGHLYNN!) NOW! MOVIN' ON! I SHOULDN'T BE WASTING MY TIME OR AIR ON AN ATTENTION SEEKIN', BACK STABBIN', STUCK UP BITCH LIKE YOU! AND DON'T TRY TO SAY YOU KNOW MY BOYFRIEND COZ HE AIN'T INTERSETED IN DYKES LIKE YOU! (SORRY GUYS, THAT CAME OUT! I'M SO FUCKIN' PISSED! BUT WHATEVER! I'VE GOT A REASON TO BE HAPPY! RYAN LOVES ME, I LOVE HIM! DESPITE WHATEVER THE FUCK THIS BITCH MIGHT TRY TO SAY! WELL I GOTTA GO, I'VE GOT MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO DO THEN WASTE MY LIFE BATTLING SOME FAKE ASS BITCH WHO DON'T KNOW NOTHING! TIFF, BETHIE, LEIGHLYNN, CALL ME! LYLAS TO YOU GUYS!

Fun! Fun! Fun!

2005-04-06T02:51:55Z

Do u believe in magic in a young girls heart
how the music can free her whenever it starts
and its magic is the music is groovy
and makes you feel happy like an old time movie
I'll tell you bout a story
It'll free your soul
but its like trying to tell a stranger bout rock 'n' roll

I love that song it rocks! Hehehe, my boyfriend slapped my ass today. It made me laugh and I actually liked it! I really really really like stan a LOT! He's cute, he's funny, can be sweet and will always make me smile when I'm down! We flirt non stop, shamelessly too! Well, g2g! Leighlynn, holla at me sis!

Aftermath of being drunk

2005-04-03T15:38:13Z

Ughhh! I don't feel good! *pukes*

Bounce!-the journal of a drunk girl

2005-04-03T04:09:43Z

Ok, the way I'm acting right now has my brother convinced I'm high! HIGH HO SILVER! Lmao! I'm freaking CRAZY as hell right now! Vodka and kool-aid do wonders for your soul! Dude, I see stupid people! Man, they everywhere! *Snorts* my dog just ran into the wall. *Farts* oopsie! I didn't do it! HHKJKHGKLH SLKGHlkj! BOUNCEY BOUNCEY BOUNCEY BOUNCE! Me is bouncin' off the walls! Ow! That bounce made me hit my head! I got booboo! Daddy kiss my booboo! Thanx! So what up world! Man, I think my butt getting big! Oh yea! I like big balls and I can not lie! You other sisters can't deny! When a guy walks in with ugly abs but A big package in your face u get sprung! Lol! I've fucking lost it! LOL! I'm loopy I'm loopy I'm loopy! *Falls out of chair and yells wee* God! Your all freaking idiot! God!

I give up

2005-04-01T00:02:26Z

I'm so fucking tired of these childish comments people make towards me on here and I know its gotta be u Garcia! And if its Sam, all I gotta say is, Whats the beef? I thought we was friends! Look just leave me the fuck alone whoever you are! I've got enough shit to deal with seeing as my best friend just died! So, fuck off! Get it, got it, good! Hope u have a fucked up life and choke on a chicken bone!

~In Loving Memory Of~
Brittany Nicole Racine
May 14, 1988-March 29, 2005

You will truly be missed Brittany! But we know ur in heaven smiling down on us and watching out for us!

~Never Forget Brittany Nicole Racine~
-----@ R.I.P-----@

SNOW!!!!

2005-02-21T03:58:10Z

ITS SNOWING! Lmao!

WOW!

2005-02-20T04:58:17Z

That's all I'm gonna say

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	delicious
Your hugs are...	to die for
Your eyes...	burn into my heart
Your touch is...	heart warming
Your smell is...	exotic
Your smile is...	hypnotising
Your love is...	one of a kind

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I tried

2005-02-18T15:54:40Z

I tried to stay away from this depression but I can't its too hard! Leiglynn I know u and dan will get back together! Don't know where me and tuck are going!

Actually I do.......

2005-02-17T19:34:11Z

Amber I do know you and Dani! Up until u told everyone I was a ugly whore and a bunch of other foul names, I was ur friend! But I refuse to be friends with u if thats how ur gonna treat me!

OMG!

2005-02-17T19:31:24Z

Bethie would kill me if she knew this!

What stupid celebrity are you destined to kill? by daydreamer8852
Name
Birthdate
You killed
With a
On	June 16, 2022

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